The mornings are night and dark to me
My tears are red and sour
The wind and air are dry and poisonous
Chillies have grown in my heart
For you left a hole in my heart
I can’t take it anymore dear
Knowing you are out there somewhere
The voice that sparkled and relished me
The smile that brightened my day
The eyes that held and lead me
You dont realize what we had
You dont realize all the sacrifices I had to keep for us
I can’t hold it together anymore
And my friends think am crazy
But they just dont get it
No sunlight, cloud and stars because I lost you
Nothing is so precious as you
For you were my sleep and breath
For you made me think am You
My soul is darkening
Is it because am too black?
Is it because am broke?
Is it because of my last name?
Nothing can save me
Even morphine can’t help
Even religion can’t save me
Because my soul is broken
Because every time I close my eyes
The only thing I see is You.